Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Bookworms (she still does it)

Well, yes, that way too.  But more layouts are in store.  You can peep them quickly here:

Some with more detail are Below plus two extras I still need to post at SiS but you'll get here first:

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&: I love this one.  It is hybrid (did the paper version first, then layered the digi on top and played around with layering).  The journaling just felt right.

2nd Fiddle Assistant

2nd Fiddle: We get to go and play wedding photographers for a friend's wedding next year.  I get to play second fiddle photographers' assistant.  I'm actually kinda looking forward to it.

I heart your old soul

I heart your old soul: I love the colors and textures to this one.  Almost as much as I love those photos of that adorable child.  I can't wait to have some of him of my own.

Make me Better

Make me Better: So this is what happens when I listen to music and scrapbook at the same time.  But they do all so make me better.

Play Hard 07

Play Hard '07: I LOVE watching the two of them together.  They of course jive because it is all about gaming.  Love how this hybrid layout turned out too.

Sagitarian

Sagitarian: This one started really simple.  Then I went to town on it digitally.  I saw a cute t-shirt that had all these "sagitarian" traits on one side and the sign on the other side.  So I figured I'd go with it.  Lucky you.  Or shall I say lucky me (smile).

The One

The One: You know...I thought this would go a totally different direction.  Not my fave design wise, but the tab in the upper left actually pulls out a whole sheet of journaling.  Blog readers get to be nosey like that:

Some folks will never ever see.  For all the striving and reaching and trying and moving and counting and number crunching you just never see.  Never recognize. Never watch for the writing on the wall.  You get lost.  You are torn.  The minutes. hours, days. months. even the years. They all start adding up. You lose sight of the simplicity. The one sentiment that keeps you grounded.  The one truth that keeps you whole.  The one fact that if you hold on tight enough - hold on a little longer. don't slip. don't give up. Almost. but never. everyday. it is bigger than you. it grows but stays the same. it is you. it is more than even the two of you together. but it is so simple it is lost in the madness. in the crush for more and bigger and more complex. it is. always will be. as it should be. So much more than bank, black cards, cars, salary, years together, years apart, kids had and kids lost, loves before and years of love to come. really. it is smaller even. so much smaller. if you measure in size. small boxes. small if not little sentiments that mean the world. to you. to me. to us. to them. all your life you look for what is found and what is lost. or never had even when held in the palm of your hand. Daily you are reminded yet you don't remember. Yet you never forget either. Never & always. Now and then and even later. Go on and on or stay right here right now.  In the shadow. In the blinding light. In the fog and the myste in the cool, clear, crisp day where it becomes clear all over again.  Be it. In the moment and in the forever. don't deny it when you hear it and try to overanalyze it and over think it to the point of squashing it into tiny pieces. but still whole. Wholesome. Pure. Instant. Indestructible.  Here. Acknowledged but invisible. Everything and nothing at all.  All we need, all we are. deep down. at the core. interconnected. beyond your wildest dreams and most vivid nightmares. But right here. with her. with him. together. with nothing. with it all. in our hands, in our minds. in our souls. And of course. in our {heart}s. One heart. One love. One world. One us. One chance. Once more.

Friday, October 10, 2008

The Words

Behind the layout.  As promised.

Focus Vote

When you flip up the top flap:

Read between the lines...focus. Read between the lines. Connect the dots.  Are you tired yet?  Tired of being scared of what might happen instead of hoping for what could happen?  Does your life depend on this? Will you have a job tomorrow if you wait in long lines to maybe have your voice heard?  Read between the lines....Does it matter enough to you to be so impolite as to actually talk about politics?  Did you ever think you would see the day?  Read between the lines..Do tears come to your eyes making it hard if not impossible to focus on what is really at stake?  Read between the lines...Is it your home?  How about your little brother?  How about your safety?  If you happen to live on a coast?  how about your basic way of living if you live on a gulf coast? Is this the time? Is this the time to say one thing but do another?  Read between the lines...Do you really believe in campaign finance reform? Are you really putting country before self ambition?  Do the polls matter that much if no one tells the truth rather than their own version of "facts"? Read between the lines...Does everything have to be so political?  So lacking in common sense? So overboard and underhanded?  Is it really okay to win at all costs? What happened to common decency?  What happened to at the very least being respectful of other people?  People.  Fellow Americans. Why does it always have to be such a long drawn out game? Complete with scare tactics that prey on the worst of us and then implore us to trust and have faith that really everything will be alright.  Read between the lines...What is the worst that can happen? Will it really be that bad?  Read between the lines. Are you sure?  Where is your faith now? Where is our faith?  Why are we even here?  read between the lines.  I thought we had come for enough to connect the dots.  I thought we were better than this.

Thanks for looking/reading.

Saturday, October 04, 2008

But there was nothing to see here

And for your patience, a flood of epic proportions. Wonder what's on my mind lately (smile).

Enjoy and thanks for hanging in there and waiting for something to squirt out of my brain again.

Baby Card

Baby XO card. I have cute babies on the brain. Like JF's beautiful little boy. Congrats Jody!

Blissful Ending

Blissful Ending '08. I have "It all turns out for the best" on the brain. Yes, we're doing okay. Yes, I was totally freaked out. Between my Sagitarian luck and his cat like abilities to always land on his feet, we'll be okay. (Hybrid)

It isn't everyday or every person that will get this chance. Let alone get it twice. Lucky us. 2008 has been a crazy year and it just got a bit crazier. But we're headed for a blissful ending. and really. that is all that matters.

Cede 2 Life

Cede 2 Life. We're, of course, cutting down on the fun stuff for a bit. It wasn't until I stopped just doing as life would have me do that I realized how much I miss it. Man I miss it.

Cliche2

Cliche? Some journaling I just had to get out on the hidden tag all that sums up with yeah, home is where the heart is all cliche. But is it really? Picture is of my absolute favoritist little boy in the world who is now officially a pre-teen (really...a decade and a year...wow) and my grandmother. This November. 9 years. Talk about wow, how fast 10 years goes by.

Empty Words

Empty Words. Probably my fave of the bunch. Very simple, very ready, very much sums a lot of it up right now. All I can say is thank the Lord I've got R to snuggle up with.

Flick Play

1st Flick. 2nd Play. This one is totally fun. Flicking through travel mags and clipping pages came across some great fall shots. I so miss the "northeast". Only been there once and not really in the fall, but one of these falls I'm so going back. (Hybrid)

Focus Vote

Vote. Focus. Life. 08. Obviously (smile). Wanted to document my first official election to public office (PCO) but then I got to writing and I loved the lines of the paper so...the top flap actually flips up with tons of journaling to document what I'm feeling about the election about now.

Green

Green. Interestingly enough, really went with a lot of 12x12s this time around. I think this is the only 8.5 x 11. Really love that patterned paper (it is foiled) and the greens in it. Then got to thinking around the house of what I could be doing to be more eco friendly. My future kids deserve it and all eh?

I DO

I Do. Another simple one. Rare with no journaling but was just using up some scraps. This was a fun and simple one to do to document July. Without July pictures of course.

If You Know Us

If You Know Us. For the longest time I've had that strip of photos. It was on my fridge at my last place before I moved in here with R. It was from a night when we went out to this bar on Cap Hill (you know, one of those "But they have really good music so it's okay" type places. They had a photo booth out back. So we of course had to duck in. BUT. I love this page because all the "patterned paper" are actually scraps from the wedding cards we got. Including the card in the lower left corner which is actually the reading we used for the wedding which was on a card someone gave us. Love that our someday is today.

One day is someday. a day in the past. Some people wait their whole lives for someday. Otheres settle and then are too afraid to try again. If you know us, you know this one thing. One day is everyday. July 2008

Kids Love H2O

Kids {Heart} H2O. El Paso summers. Blazing. Didn't go back this year (they mostly came to us) and got the pictures year before last but man those kids loved them the crazy little kiddie pool in the front yard. (Hybrid)

My Life 2

My Life 2. Okay. Clearly another soapbox piece. Someone said something that didn't sit right (what else is new) and basically tried to tell me I was being unpatriotic and ungrateful mouthing off the way I can sometimes do. This was just after I sent my brother some funds Western Union and she tried to spit the "Support Our Troops" line in my face. I almost snapped. But then I remembered my manners. (Hybrid)

Self Important Portrayals

Self Important Portrayals. Just had a stack of photos of me that was getting kind of obnoxious. I actually thought to myself "You must think you're kind of important with the whole model shoots and autograph sessions you got going on." Then I thought "how sad...how tragic to measure your worth that way." Then I had to get up and go do the music thing because talking to myself freaks me out. Sometimes. (Hybrid)

Take Flight

Take Flight. Really old photo (that's from my HIGH SCHOOL graduation...wow) but I know where all but one of those folks in the picture is at today. Just found one of them again so it was just kind of ironic to me that I found the picture the day after. oh...HS. To be there again. Especially in the fall!

The world is huge. You will be scared. It is okay. You should be. You are the cream of the crop. You will be Ivy League graduates, PhDs, ranking military guys and titles none of you ever imagined. But remember this moment. Remember this, here. Remember this feeling. Sure. You will have many more graduations. Many more celebrations. They all started here. Through all the turmoil and all the drama and all the life struggles. Today. Now. In this moment. Now we take flight. Across the globe our wings will take flight. You will go, you will come. You will come again. In your heart, hold tight to your first flight.

We Can Vote 08

We Can Vote. 08 Obviously (as said before) it is on my mind a whole bunch. I went to a watch party for the first presidential debate. Did a news interview for it and all. But it just started to bring back some of the excitement from Feb and even from June where I was starting to feel that people were losing interest. Please. Please. Please. Vote. (Hybrid)

Vote.Vote your hopes. Vote your fears. Just vote. be for someone or against. just vote. conventions are over, it is time for business. register. educate. care. vote. please, please. yes you can and your best friend too. it may take sacrifice. it might take a stamp. it might even be inconvenient but please. please vote.

Worldly

Worldly. I've sat on these pictures forever. Waiting for the perfect paper and reason to scrap them. So I got off of it. One of the things I miss most about my last job is the crazy travel. Only the part where I got to meet lots of really great scrap people in person like all the ladies pictures here.

They are like stars. shiny. beautiful. unique. out there bit right here. I travel and travel so that I can see the world but really, I don't have to be anywhere to be with them. some say i scrap to be worldly. at the best, i scrap t be other worldly. to meet and play among the stars. just to be of this world.

You are my everything

You are my everything. Last but not least. Photo by my awesome wedding photographers the Popes. Having fun with 8x12 printouts. I love the size!

All supplies Scrap in Style TV kits from oh...say...the last 3 shipments. And I have the Bookworm to take to town next. Got a cute little mini coming together and some great colors to work with. But I should also dig into some OA and stamps so...back to scrapping I go.

Thanks for hanging in there!

Enjoy!